An important e-mail

Today i have got an important e mail from photobucket!!!they reminded me i have got all best things on the reality world that i used to be but they also faded from between my finger....they were all sweet and delight by life time to the end~now i m feeling as a loser ....always think if time can swing back at the begining ...umm tears welled and nothing change !!!the harder problem is how to get up from the mud.........??????always feel weaker and weakness thinks like the end of world are up coming for me how come like that .......

i hate i hate those i hate those suck...........

better man - robbie williams

send someone to love me
i need to rest in arms
keep me safe from harm in pouring rain
give me endless summer
lord i fear the cold
feel i'm getting old before my time
as my soul heals the shame
i will grow through this pain
lord i'm doing all i can to be a better man
go easy on my conscience
'cause it's not my fault
i know i've been taught to take the blame
rest assured my angels
will catch my tears
walk me out of here i'm in pain
as my soul heals the shame
i will grow through this pain
lord i'm doing all i can to be a better man
once you've found that lover you're homeward bound
love is all around love is all around
i know some have

LAST FRIENDS 愛 と 死

美知留
再見了美知留
我給你自由 只要我活著便會束搏你
所以要讓你得到自由的話 只有讓這顆心停止跳動了
我本想成為你的全部
成為你看到的世界全部 照耀你的光輝的全部
成為你的開心的全部
無論到那 無論何時 我都想和你合為一體
但是 你卻在沒有我的世界中得到幸福
所以我還是要走吧
趁著手心還殘留著你的餘溫的時候
趁著我的身體還殘留著和你合為一體的記憶的時候
對不起  明明是那麼喜歡你的笑容  卻無法讓你開心
對不起  我不懂怎樣去愛你
對不起  我不能讓你幸福
再見了美知留
你要幸福啊

宗佑

最後一集  宗佑之死  看到這裡眼淚不禁地留下想到結局這樣只可嘆早知今日何必當初!宗佑雖然是一個施用暴力的虐待狂但同樣也是最可憐最可悲的.....他的童年令到他永遠都孤獨寂寞好想結局他能放開心...而不是死........................

梁文衛死賤人,死鬼左佢好過啦`

~

今日係2/3/2009 距離24才誕生日仲有3天...

大感冒(發冷.頭痛.冇人理IN TUNG CHUNG WITH NUT NUT)

唔開心因為人愈大所要負既責任愈大!本身儲蓄下既$$ 係諗住STUDY INTERIOR DESIGN 既~~但係眼見媽咪公司既問題...就不忍心../.所以狠下心腸去STUDY BUSINESS MANAGEMENT...唉....好想搵個男人嫁左去...可惜依家呢個依靠唔到!不過都好我唔駛男人都OK!唔知係唔係家族遺傳....我地有一股氣力...任何事可以MAKE IT ON OUR OWN WAYS....所以我好自豪...我要用自己努力 EARN BACK 既$$$ FINISHED 個學位!!

好野18/3/2009 - 22/3/2009 去日本東京~~WITH DO DO ~我係度想同果位AUNTIE個女SAY~你個女年年去大阪,東京,北海道...係幾巴閉既....不過我無佢咁好命有咁多個男人對佢好!好到個個男人都俾$$$$佢用LOL....我可以發誓今次TRAVEL全部靠自己......冇男人贊助LOL...唔該!上次同DO DO 去完SINGAPORE 半年後...右去TRAVEL....

hello everybody long time hvn't blog my xanga!!recently i hv got struggle with my career it's so annoying.....the client is make me sick n' feel very failure of my life......now make me so frustrated....i used to kill myself in a short moment ......many things to make me sad work....life...love...aiya...is doesn't matter between me n' raymond but it seem to be worst so i got mad of it ....love oxide is concerm  this is no longer passion....let me call it Love Oxidation !!!today i was take a cold pill and got a good nap by the pill effect ..that mean i got cold lol.....damn cough whole night last nite.....my internal organs gonna cough throw out GOSH !!!

leah dizon is married lol

wedding kimono

my dream wedding dress heheee very princess...so where is my prince?? 

finally let me intro my lovely n' sweety cousin naughty nut nut

X'MAS EDITON !!MERRY X'MAS

                                                                                                                                      N'

                                                                                                                                        HAPPY NEW YEAR

A SONG FOR XX

為什麼哭
為什麼迷惑
為什麼裹裡不足
請告訴我
什麼時候才會長大
要當小孩當到什麼時候
我從哪裡跑來
要奔向何方
沒有棲息之處 我找不到
不知道未來是否值得期許

大家總是說我堅強
總是誇獎我懂事要我不哭
一點都不希望是這樣
所以總裝作聽不懂

為什麼笑
為什麼在我身邊
為什麼離開我
請告訴我
什麼時候開始變的堅強了
什麼時候開始感到脆弱
要等到什麼時候
才能等到相知的一天

太陽快上山了 差不多該走了
我不能一直待在同一個地方

信賴與背叛互為表裡
一直相信這跟被拒絕是一樣的
當時也沒那個力氣
一定是知道的太多的關係

大家總說我堅強
總是誇我懂事要我不哭
週遭的人越這樣說
使我連笑都是那麼地苦痛

孤單的來到這世界 又孤單一人的活下去
一直以為這是理所當然的

by ayumi hamasaki....touchin' lyrics